live laugh love
Oh!
I'm into you
And girl,
No one else would do,
'Cause every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel...
What I feel when I'm
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
THERE'S.NO.BEAT.WITHOUT.YOU
Saturday, October 24, 200911:53 PM;
pay's in! but have to pay fines and insurance soon.. why god why must you take money from the poor?! but we've learnt our lesson.. put coupon and don't park illegally! baby made chicken soup today! first time.. it was great hunny! just a little diluted.. but still good. :) can't wait for your next attempt.. use beef bone!
had korean bbq at ecp today with baby and family members.. it was yummy!! i really liked the beef we ordered the first time.. it was cooked just right.. so juicy, succulent, and it had a buttery taste! oh my.. *drools* :) kelly liked her pork belly very much.. at first it looked really thick and fatty but after it cooked it wasn't so bad! mel bought a new N97.. dunno why but i don't really fancy that phone. e71 is still calling out to me.. but why you so expensive?? :( doesn't help that my contract ends next may.. gonna call starhub and get some answers soon.
work's been busy as usual.. but i kinda like it cos time flies. li ling told us its gonna get busier and we have new things to do on top of our duties. we can do it, avery! she's nice.. better than that one. i wanna work towards a balanced life.. with school, work, exercise, healthy eating habits, church.. its tough.. sometimes really no motivation and just wanna sleep.. but i guess i can sleep when i'm dead.
been listening to westlife alot on the bus rides to and fro.. all their luvvy-duvvy songs are really meaningful.. i could just pick anyone and sing it to bao bao.. hee. i'm so so happy that we spent a weekend with no fights.. we kept our promise to each other! yayyyy.. :D i feel you're doing really great exercising and eating healthily.. we're in this together okie dada? mama loves you. :) i think next week they're having a picnic.. kelly's bringing prince! can't wait for lucky to meet him! hahaha.. :D
i really love this song.. to me it paints a story of 2 lovers who just want to love each other but are going through some trying times.. this one is for us, and shannon and marlon. :)
I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
and this loneliness that's in my heart
won't let me be apart from you..
I don't wanna have to try
Girl, to live without you in my life
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight
cause i don't wanna fight
no more.
I Don't Wanna Fight No More - Westlife
MAN.IN.THE.MIRROR
Sunday, October 04, 20098:25 PM;
this mooncake festival was quite a suckfest. planned a lantern surprise for us but it didn't really work out in the end cos of a stupid fight. but i'm glad we managed to work things out. i really admire the way you can let go and forget the bad stuff so easily. i've to work hard on that. i can't seem to explain myself after you've spoken a ton of words to me.. because you got me.. you just got me. sometimes i think you know me better than i know myself. i'm sick and tired of all this nonsense i'm pulling. please help me get out.
Fighting Fair
Here are some rules about fighting fairly, so you can get the most out of the argument:
1. Avoid repeats: If you find you're fighting about the same thing over and over again, your heated words aren't effective, no matter how many times you say them. Find a new method. It might mean that you have to compromise or see a professional mediator (like a religious official or therapist).
2. Be open-minded: As hard as it sounds, put yourself in your mate's shoes to consider his point of view. Can you empathize at all? Try to. And explain yourself so he can do the same.
3. Listen: Don't cut each other off. The best way to get the most out of an argument is to really hear what the other person is saying and to try to figure out where she's coming from. The only way to do that is to stop thinking about how pissed off you are and to listen. So don't plan the next point you're going to make; try to learn more about the cause of this tiff. Oh, and keep your voice down. Everything sounds and seems much worse when it's loud.
4. Remember the real point: As much as you want to be right the purpose of argument is to learn more about your partner and what you need from each other. Try to find a compromise so neither of you has to"win" (unless one of you really screwed up). That way, the real point of this disagreement is fighting for your relationship.
5. And remember: It takes two to tango, so keep in mind that no matter how you slice it you're half the problem. But if you talk to each other openly and with respect, you'll quickly kiss and make up.
hope people can understand better on how to maintain your relationship through the above. i really like point number 5.. especially the end.. and i'm really happy we did. thanks for giving me a second chance.
LIFE.ON.THE.MOON
Sunday, September 27, 200912:30 AM;
i'm having a really rough week.. and its supposed to be my break from school. sometimes things just don't go the way you thought they would.
work's fine.. although i did make a mistake of dumping ethanol in a bin that could've caught fire.. all because i was pissed at my senior since she was also giving me attitude. i'm sensing she doesn't really like me.. but i can't please everybody. i got off with a warning.. next time this happens i'll have to get fired. i totally got the exam concept wrong.. so basically i literally just crapped my way through. plus i just paid my extremely overdue school fees today.. so feeling rather broke.. and after that we got a fine from the blasted traffic police for being away for like what.. 10 minutes!? not to mention i think demerit points will be taken.. i'm just afraid its from uncle j.. cos the car's under his name.. shit.. mutt's gonna freak.
oh god.. i don't know what to do with myself sometimes. i'm so in need of control.. i can't let things go easily.. i pressure myself too much.. and my attitude is sucking. i need to change all that. i find it so hard to.. even though i try.. but it doesn't seem to be working.. or its not enough. its so much easier to crawl into my hole and shut myself away.. but i don't want to. i'm dead inside. i need to find my happy self again.. and that smile.. i want it to come back.
i'm sorry i'm seeming so tense and giving you such a negative aura.. i understand if you don't wanna be around me.. i think even i wouldn't wanna hang out with myself if i didn't know myself better. but i'm gonna try.. really really hard.. hope something good happens.
its funny.. after a good cry.. talking to you always makes things better.. love you.
